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THIS IS THE HARDEST, MOST JOYFULLY EXPECTANT POST I’VE EVER WRITTEN.

I'm Jackie

These words come from the trenches of faith and the mountaintops of joy—meant to speak life over you. I  don’t offer quick fixes here. Just the steady, life-giving truth that Jesus is still hope, and He’s not letting go of you.

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This week I shared something tender and sacred: My husband and I are planting a church.

Even as I type that, my heart is racing. Not just with anticipation—but with deep reverence. Because this isn’t just a new assignment. It’s a holy invitation that’s been quietly tucked in our hearts for years. 

In 2023 God whispered this call to us. It wasn’t loud, but it was unmistakable. We knew it was Him. Still, the timing wasn’t right, so we laid it down—not out of disobedience, but out of surrender. We kept serving, loving, learning, growing. We trusted that when it was time, He would make it clear. And He did. 

This year, that quiet word started stirring again—this time with weight. We felt it in prayer. In restlessness. In confirmation after confirmation. We went back to the notes, prayers, and whiteboard sketches we had previously put down in faith. Until finally, there it was: a clear resounding “Go.”

I wish I could say I leapt with joy. But I didn’t.

The truth? I wrestled. I hesitated. I dug in my heels a little. Okay, maybe a lot. It felt too big, too real now. I felt a bit like Jonah—slow to say yes, slow to trust that God would meet me in the unknown. But in His kindness, He didn’t rush me. He patiently walked with me. He spoke gently and often. He reminded me that every time He calls, He goes with us. He provides. He makes a way.

So here I am—still early in the process, but fully surrendered.

We don’t have a building or answers to many questions just yet: What we do have is a clear call, a deep love for people, and a vision we can’t shake. 

This space will be my little corner to share the journey with you—quiet updates, answered prayers, things we’re learning (and unlearning). We’re not rushing this. We’re walking slowly, listening closely, and trusting deeply.

Thanks for being here. For reading. For asking how we’re doing. For praying. We really can’t do this without the people who’ve walked with us this far. It means more than we can say.

More to come—but for now, we’re sitting in the sacredness of this yes, resting in the beauty of obedience and trusting the God that said Go.

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  1. Linda Rump says:

    You go trusting. We are praying for you and Emelio as you walk in His presence.
    “This is my command—be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged. For the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.””
    ‭‭Joshua‬ ‭1‬:‭9‬ ‭NLT‬‬

    • Jackie Aviles says:

      Oh my goodness. What a joy to see your name pop up! So encouraged by you. We’re going trusting! AMEN

  2. Judi Gilbert Guerrero says:

    So proud of you and your family. Love you forever.

    • Jackie Aviles says:

      I love you too! You’ve been such a beautiful part of every major decision in our lives. You’ve shown up in ways I’m forever indebted to you!

  3. My heart is happy for both of you🩷

    Commit your way to the lord;trust in him and he will act🙏
    Psalm 37:5

  4. Vivian Llanes says:

    NUMBERS 6:24-26
    🙏🏼✝️❤️

  5. Shirley Fields Fields says:

    Praying with you. The journey is long, but our God is Big and Faithful!

    • Jackie Aviles says:

      Feeling tenderly carried through this season. I’m gonna miss you and John so much. Thanking God for you Shirley!

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